They slit our throats Like we were flowers And our milk has been devoured When you want it It goes away too fast When you hate it It always seems to last But just remember when you think you're free The crack inside your fucking heart is me (thought, not spoken): I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day: I wish I could sleep But I can't lay on my back Because there's a knife For everyday that I've known you When you want it it goes away too fast When you hate it It always seems to last But just remember when you think you're free The crack inside your fucking heart is me (thought, not spoken): I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day: Lie to me, cry to me, give to me I would Lie with me, die with me, give to me I would Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair I hope at least we die holding hands for always (MM)